It’s been one of those days when I couldn’t think of anything to post on the blog. A friend wrote me and I replied with a letter I thought might interest others.
A friend asks:
“Back to our souls journey. I have asked you about your NDE before but please allow me to ask again. How does it manifest now. Is it a knowing that is as fresh as the instant you where with God. I have no doubt it is still with you but I am eager to hear details of your progression. Last time I asked I believe you said some things did fade a bit but I am assuming the imprint upon your soul is still as strong, otherwise you would still be struggling with some of the same problems as you had stated in your life story.”
My Reply:
Yes, I did get a big step up with my NDE, I like to call it my enlightenment. When I was in the presence of God, everything was real and perfect, all knowledge was there just for the asking, and the love and compassion were complete. It didn’t matter what I had done, or accomplished, or believed. The only thing that matter to Him was me, His son. I could have stayed forever, but my family needed me so I returned. I don’t have all the knowledge available now, or the love, but I know without doubt it waits for my return.
What I lost there was my fear, of life and of death, we are eternal. There is all the time we need to do whatever it is that we wish to do. I lost my belief system about the world, and didn’t really take on a new one. I learned that beliefs don’t matter, only “what is” matters. The way you find out what is, is through experience. There is no knowledge without experience, so I don’t worry or give much thought to those things which I haven’t experienced, and I try to learn as much as possible from those things I do experience.
It has been fun and not fun, success and failure, peace and turmoil, but it also has been worth it, every step of the way. I would not change a moment of it, and some day I will return home to be in the presence of God again.
I think I am going to post this.
God Bless
Love
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